Monday, January 31

> Ballet, the love of my life.

Ive finally made up my mind what im going to do on stage for that pathetic 5 mins. Wait a min, i think mine lasted for only 2 and a half minutes. haha. That's enought to kill me alright.

Its like a dream come true, to be able to dance ballet again on the stage. While i put on my ballet shoes which i kept in my cupboard for like 3 years, the nostalgia feeling came to me, it gave me security in my heart. I mean it, i felt so relieved, like its back to the old times, back to the old me.

I seriously missed my ballet days, 2 times a week i put on my lilac coloured leotard, light pink thights and ballet shoes, holding on to a pair of black character shoes and character skirt with different shades of purple ribbons at the bottom. Just in case you do not know, character shoes and skirts are somewhat like you can see in the picture, just that at higher grades, you get to choose the colour you want. And lilac is my favourite colour. (just in case youre blind or i changed too much, im in the middle)

But theres like a little problem, ive no time to choreograph the dance steps. What worst is that ive forgotten most of the dance steps i used to learn, so all i was practicing just now in my room were pretty much of a repetition. I am still trying to master my double turn and lifting my legs turning it 180 degrees. Oh God, bless me.

And my stamina is failing me, i get breatheless just after dancing for 1 minute. wahhahah. Okay, i exeggerated. But still, i feel so tired and exhausted! No time to practice anymore. Im gonna play Captain's Ball with Dave and friends for the no-idea-what-competition organised in the school.

Alright, back to ballet. Kinda regretted not finishing up the whole course. How can i ever give it up after 10 years of dancing? My gawd, i forgo it for some silly stuffs, making my life miserable, making my parents miserable, making myself addicted to smoking and learning bad. I gave up ballet for all those damn shits, just what was i thinking?

Well i guess, theres always a point in time people make mistakes and take the wrong route. I did, and im glad im moved back to the right one, the right route for me. cheer for me people, im not letting my inferiority take control.

Right, i take back my words, im still damn nervous. wahhaha. How irritating can i get? Very much i guess. Ciaos.

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